I used to think what I am doing is to accumulate time/work/paper then I can graduate. Suddenly, I found I was wrong because there are too many hidden parameters I won't know until they "accidentally" appear to me. Maybe those things we call them "experience". However, those parameters are sometimes not that pleasant. Maybe those things we call them "frustration".
Those frustration + experience make you stronger only if you overcome them. So, it is a positive feedback only when the threshold of each frustration + experience is what you can stand. The more frustration + experience you overcome, the more frustrated experience you can stand next time. Otherwise, you will be knocked down when you cannot stand one specific frustration.
My nice manager is going to arrange another practice talk for me right after the official one. The reason is to help me prepare how to defend questions in the talk at conference. I overestimated myself for a long time. It is time to re-evaluate and do something more. I used to say I am taking advantage of CMU's fame. Now, I am paying off the advantage I took before. haha.. but not funny.
- Lucas
親愛的母親們. 這幾篇都是用英文亂打的自我紀錄.
主要是因為英文懂的字彙不多 所以寫起來簡單. 不用管用法,語法.
所以你們就亂看看. 沒什麼太大的重點.
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